Big Bang - Loser

Don't we all felt like this?

English Translation:

Loser, loner
A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent
In the mirror, you’re
JUST A LOSER
A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash
In the mirror, I’m a

Just my 7 years old heart: Cinderella 2015 and Jelsa

Well, welcome 24 years old... It wasn't only Nadia and I queuing waiting to enter the hall... Well, even my lecturer go watched the movie, but of course with her daughters. 

I watched 'Into the Woods' and seriously disappointed. Even I really like Anna Kendrick, but may be a musical movie was not in my favorite genre. What the point of remake a story, and change nothing? Disney had preserved it originality of that favorite life time fairy tale. We had watch Maleficent, but in Cinderella, the step mother is still selfish even thought I think they want to portray her as lonely after losing her husband and Cinderella's father basically ignore her.

Ah, I am Frozen fan. And a crazy delusional Jelsa-shipper. So, the Frozen Fever sequel is a big Yay for me. 

Credit : https://www.tumblr.com/search/I-Ship-Jelsa

Credit: https://www.tumblr.com/search/I-Ship-Jelsa

Ah. Sorry... 

the Pinocchio and Geppetto

Pinocchio was selfish.

Doesn't he deserve a second chance?
Did he deserve second chance?

My view #0.2: Gone Girl - Gillian Flynn

My view Part 1

Reading Gone Girl was not my cup of tea, who tend to read romance history like Annie's Song and watch chick flick on Saturday, thus it become unpleasant time for me, but I just can't put it down. I need some justification, I want somebody to help Amy, to help Nick. I think I need to hate the writer -which this should be my compliment-. I hate that such problem does exist. 

While reading, I am in constant turmoil. I like Nick, I hate Nick, I pity Nick, I fell for Nick, I want to hug Nick, I want to hug Amy, I want to make she cry, I hate Amy, I ... Amy. I ... Nick. I ... Margo.. I am complete useless...

I hate Nick for being helpless, but Amy pretend being 'the cool women' from the beginning. Nick should married with somebody who ... I don't know. Andi maybe, well yes Andi, not Amy. He got the last three letters wrong.

I despise Nick for his infidelity, which explain why Amy's scheme are reasonable for me but she go too far. She take revenge in other people expense. I agree when Nick said that they should get divorce, Amy should file the divorce, ask for it when she uncover his incompetent husband infidelity. I seconds my word unarguably and freak out how Amy twist the whole situation... Getting pregnant.

Amy is a coward, she can't live alone. Nick wasn't responsible, don't he care about the baby? But Amy might kill it or physically abuse the child if Nick leave. Damn Nick, go kill Amy. Through the book, I tried to make way for Nick to leave Amy before she got pregnant and after he got out from the jail. He could! He can write his book -*1-, but when no body will support him -*2-, he could publish it by his own or ask Margo to blog it. Well, Amy might already arrange the path for him to the jail. For death. I don't know, Amy is the one who graduate from Harvard and Yale. 

*1 - damn, they are both writer
*2 - shit, he got that guy. I don't recall who

I don't know how I feel about Amy. You can't ignore her, as she is the complete antagonist in Nick life's. I hate her because she thinks life revolves only around her. She need to hold the control and never lost it. I pitied her as she feel the need to satisfied her parents, to be the Amazing Amy. Oh my, she might end up in the psychiatric hospital or even jail. We can't help her, she is fiction! (Oh, the irony) So, am I going there? 

I read Part 1, half of Part 2 and jump to Part 3... with seriously hope that Amy stop her scheme, when Nick realize his mistake. But then, Nick does not understand what Amy think and he of course not a mind reader. Even Amy, can't speak out her frustration. While I, the reader, keep twisting the whole story to match my plot of story. 

At certain part, I wish I had done with the book. Which indeed I really stop reading unfortunately I found out, I am alone and got nothing to do, thus push me into keep reading. It is a very good book, and you will wish them to not be married because both of them doesn't appreciate their marriage, doesn't care about each other, doesn't want to know each other. They both want to top each other. So.... go marry a doctor.

Now Playing: Avril Lavingne - Let Go (2002) album

ps: I dedicated Sam Smith - I'm not the only one as the number one playlist for this book. They well damn match in a way I really hate it.. *infidelity

My view #0.1: Gone Girl - Gillian Flynn

I watched the movie even before I read the book. And I am rooting for Amy Elliot Dunne in the movie, I enjoyed whatever she do to her husband namely Nick Dunne... Damn, I hate a story that involve a cheating people (well, of course, she cheat even a lot of people, the pregnant mother, Desi, Greta, the media, the police and her family, their family!) but she pulled a very meticulous plan to destroy her husband.  

It happened to be, me taking a rest in between of pages reading academic book. But then, I am all disturbed. I know... in the middle of the book, I will hate the wife - because my friend told so-. *no, i only get the ebook. so, i have to try harder to not read it now*

That is it, i just want to tell how I felt about the movie and because I didn't share the same view with my friend - am I freak to like how she execute the plan -. I know I think by default, I didn't care how they actually did not communicate to each other (well, of course Nick said about it) and if it ever happen in real life, we will really hate the wife because come on, the cop have much better work to do rather than cracking their head finding the wife and try to bring the husband to death penalty. 

Here, why I like about the alpha-perfectionist wife... she execute the whole damn plan alone, and the police just follow her lead. We don't usually meet people like that. Hahaha. No, we always meet a people who will try to destroy you, but not with a very well plan plan. I prefer she talk her problem, and argue with her husband... But that must be boring. Then again, why did I root for the wife? 

I will try to finished the book on Monday (oh my, I have 2 more papers for this semester... so it had to be my first priority, but I already kill my curiosity by reading the three last chapter of the book, and yes, I still agree with Amy behavior for that - i have no trust left -) and maybe share what I think about it. 

until later. here, I think the wife is freak. Hahaha... I need to recall why I like the wife. seriously, why did i ever agree to her? oh, i only give it a thought. Ok

now playing : Play In Stereo (ft Cady Groves) - Oh Darling