livid

well, it been a while since I played the role as the miss-know-it-all. and this time with another image, as insolent child which had affect terribly to my image . 

The heart tantrum? I, personally never failed to think that hatred is one very powerful emotion that drive people. It sometimes twisted into something sounded like, you need to save yourself before anyone else. It is that very fortunate that you were able to gradually pull yourself, at least at one point (which beyond of it, would crash yourself into a broken pieces which may be impossible to amend again)

However, to jump into conclusion, those drive force are not simply brew inside, it is may be that particular emotion are become frightening than before, or the result of getting hurt. Once you provoke them in the wrong way, you might bitten severely. But, in a glimpse of eyes, you should know whether you grown stronger... or weaker. Knowingly, no way your pride will admit that you worsen and crushed deep inside!

The question mark, could you cope the feeling when you forced her to stay even if her heart isn't there. Stop forcing or leaving each other. Please, stop taking each other for granted, stop torturing each other. When the person that doesn't even deserve the hatred, is eligible for ignorance only. This point, you are finished   ♫♪♫

urgh! that what i want to vomit since start tapping the keypad, but it not happen. what am i discontent with?! about those freaking incredible driving force that have such pride that either one of them would ever lower their head to cry? i suppose... it another world-class acting in front other human being, well i should stay put i guess.   

awak, awak tahu yang saya juga punya topeng dan selalu berubah dihadapan semua orang supaya tidak banyak yang sakit. tapi apa yang saya tidak tahu, the sly smile, the attitude just dragging everyone into the corner, and every single of them is suffocated inside, confined unconsciously! and i wont take the blame.or should i. i said, i need to save myself anyone else - its what hurt the most.

i know that i have another side that irritating, but what did i just wrote? what is the feeling flowing through the nerve? who beside it? hahaha... come on, this came from certain unbelievable story that get me flop at 4am!! and to think again, i don't know a thing. so let these stay as the letter tapped at the keyboard unintentionally. well, i should settle my own life before peeping others. heh~~~ | (• ◡•)|


ps : i don't know who are you that keep appear in my dream. i just need a tight sleep. don't go think of me before you go to sleep, they said i keep talking in sleeping. oh! post ni jadi panjang. memang.... habislah~~~