2020

same me.

just a lot more disorganized.

but I will start doing the #100daysOf X... Thus why I will keep this blog alive again. If I ever had the chance to update it, but I hope I diligently update either here or on my Instagram account.

So, there are a lot of things had happened, it been a long time too. From having my first car accident to going back to my hometown. Well, I became a seasoned programmer too.

My wishlist in 2020? Nah, I just hope everyone stays healthy and of course hopefully can get out of debt this year, at least one.

white roses because let start a new everyday

Have a good weekend peeps!

Pocahontas, and now Anastasia

Our childhood started innocently.

Both, them Anastasia and Pocahontas are stories so that they got the ending they deserve. Unfortunately, dear heart, humanity ain't so innocent like that.

-- this had been in my draft since 2016. seeing Pocahontas yesterday on Ralph Wreck-It 2 made me felt thankful for the history twisting. But why I felt being betrayed too?

Destinasi Terjah #4: Singapore

~what you should know before going to singapore~

Date: 14/04/2018 - 15/04/2018 (2D1N)
Exchange rate: SGD 1 to MYR 2.97

KLIA2 - Changi Airport: RM 75

Ez-Link Card: $10 (value inside $5) - used this instead of the tourist pass if you only staying here less than 3 days.

Changi Airport to VivoCity: ~ $1.90
Vivo Citymall to USS (return) : $4
Locker: $15(S), $30(L), $$$(XL)

USS tips? NEVER come here during the weekend except you have some more money to spend on the express tickets. Go to the Battlestar Galactica first, and the Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure last. When you leave ur bag in the free first 55minutes locker, bring some cash. I look like a scammer when I want to open the locker because we exceed the time. It's $2 for the next 10 minutes if I am not mistaken.

VivoCity to MRT Ferrer Park: $(Nah, I don't recall this one as we stop at Lavender first, but I got a conclusion, the longest your ride, the cheaper you will be charged)

Hostel (Travellers Loft): RM56 (instead of going out at MRT Lavender, stop at MRT Ferrer Park and you need to walk around 5 minutes to the Travellers Loft) But, read the review guys. This hostel is bad, the bed sheet and toilet are dirty. 

Chinatown: Nah!!!! Ok. We are not sure where we really should go. Hahaha. This one really is just-go-first-later-we-will-know. Depend on what you want to see, either you should exit to Pagoda St or Chinatown. If you looking for the hawker street, it is on the Pagoda St! Buy me the coaster, please.

Marina Bay: Ok we want to see the lion-head-fish-tail hybrid iconic statue wasn't it? Coming here by the MRT? We are not going to Marina Bay people. If you want to take the pictures of the legend as the background, exit at the Raffles Park MRT. If you happened to exit at Bayfront MRT (Not Marina Bay) then, you will have an enjoyed 20 minutes walk along the lake. *we? ah, we were tired. haha*

so here the result of exiting on Bayfront MRT and giving up walking

Ok. Got to go. I update this with another DONT and the reason of exhaust later.

Ida's Travel: Korea 2017 #1

It's a 10 days vacation! Backpack trip (Actually I'm on cabin luggage. No backpack).

Date: 29.09.2017 until 07.10.2017
Total damage (all-in): RM 4461 (currency rate KRW 1000 = ~RM 3.82)
Location covered: Seoul, Busan

Bilalah mau update full itinerary? ntah.
Akak busy, dik.

Jumpa nanti.

Destinasi Terjah #3: Hatyai, Thailand (Part 2)

OK. I know it's been a year and 4 months, but I won't update the other trip if I haven't finished this. Sound promising? Buh, no. Here, the currency might be changing from MYR and bath.

Tuk-tuk; dari Stesen Kereta Api Hatyai ke Hi-Season Hotel: 20 bath

Well, we only booked one standard triple room via agoda.com but travel as a group of 6, so, we had to check-in in another room. Bajet boleh sumbat dalam satu bilik dan itu lebih seronok. I thought it may be because we already had another room booked via agoda.com, jadi bilik yang satu tu harga dia sama dengan yang agoda bagi.

Hi-Season hotel; standard triple room

Agoda.com : RM 83 (charge debit card RM4)

Immediate check-in : RM 79

Simpan barang, lepas tu turun. Setiap hotel tu confirm ada tuk-tuk dibawah. THB1800 kalau terasa mahu pusing Songkla. THB1200 untuk Hatyai sahaja. Function dia macam; kita sewa kereta termasuk pemandu sekali.

Lunch time. I am hungry! No, we all hungry! Abang yang layan kami tu pernah kerja di Kelantan, mahu cakap senang mengorder pun tidak, susah pun tidak. Entahlah. Hahaha... Language barrier is so damn funny.

Next, Municipal Park. Sebab ada Ice Dome. Kami tidak naik cable car, sebab mau jimat. Lain kalilah kalau mau ambil gambar sana.

still my favorite collage

ice dome versi kami

Ticket (adult) : 300 bath

Then, the must-go Khlong Hae floating market.

doesn't it cute?! i am using nikon L series, we are like 10 meters away

While writting this, THB 100 = MYR 9.93. But at the time we were in this trip THB 100 = MYR 9.60 (higher or lower. And the money exchange is where I severe my pocket as ringgit bought only at THB100 = MYR9.35 or MYR9.45 top) 

I spend almost MYR300 for the whole trip include a little shopping here and there, lots of tidbits for nibble... Ya, saya buat semua benda yang tidak perlu pun buat dan beli benda yang 'oh come on, you only found it here...' My bad, I know... But, Nadia manages to spend less than MYR170! Ika spends around MYR200 but no more. Doesn't they are amazing?! *Serius bah, kalau masih lagi student pun memang tiada hal mau jalan-jalan sini sebab bukan mau shopping pun...*

Just laugh it off

Somebody asks me, why am I still can laugh when I actually had lost 2 laptops? Well... what was there to cry for? Am I not sad? I am not that cold hearted.

16 August wasn't anyone birthday's. But our first experience having someone broke into our house. Surprisingly, other than the laptops and some cash (damn, its not just some cash. Basically, its my pocket money for the next two weeks) Nothing else taken by the person (or people).

I might have been stingy... I didn't want to share some of my rizki to others. 😂😂 I don't know. One of my friend said, 'pembersihan harta'... and when I used it to my other friend, some are mad to me.

Apparently,  I am sad. Really sad. But really, there is nothing I can do. I have to accept that yeah, shit happened. So that I remember we not always lucky. God let these happened so that I won't be so careless anymore.

Ok. Chao. I'm not so good in writing for the time being.       

Mengemas blog

I don't know if there is anyone out there reading this, but it has been a while since I wrote anything here. 

One day, I will refine two of the drafts there. However, it will have major changes, as I have another opinion about the issues(which might not be issues anymore). 

I'll be frequently coming back here again.

Salam Ramadhan.

Big Bang - Loser

Don't we all felt like this?

English Translation:

Loser, loner
A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent
In the mirror, you’re
JUST A LOSER
A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash
In the mirror, I’m a

Just my 7 years old heart: Cinderella 2015 and Jelsa

Well, welcome 24 years old... It wasn't only Nadia and I queuing waiting to enter the hall... Well, even my lecturer go watched the movie, but of course with her daughters. 

I watched 'Into the Woods' and seriously disappointed. Even I really like Anna Kendrick, but may be a musical movie was not in my favorite genre. What the point of remake a story, and change nothing? Disney had preserved it originality of that favorite life time fairy tale. We had watch Maleficent, but in Cinderella, the step mother is still selfish even thought I think they want to portray her as lonely after losing her husband and Cinderella's father basically ignore her.

Ah, I am Frozen fan. And a crazy delusional Jelsa-shipper. So, the Frozen Fever sequel is a big Yay for me. 

Credit : https://www.tumblr.com/search/I-Ship-Jelsa

Credit: https://www.tumblr.com/search/I-Ship-Jelsa

Ah. Sorry... 

the Pinocchio and Geppetto

Pinocchio was selfish.

Doesn't he deserve a second chance?
Did he deserve second chance?

My view #0.2: Gone Girl - Gillian Flynn

My view Part 1

Reading Gone Girl was not my cup of tea, who tend to read romance history like Annie's Song and watch chick flick on Saturday, thus it become unpleasant time for me, but I just can't put it down. I need some justification, I want somebody to help Amy, to help Nick. I think I need to hate the writer -which this should be my compliment-. I hate that such problem does exist. 

While reading, I am in constant turmoil. I like Nick, I hate Nick, I pity Nick, I fell for Nick, I want to hug Nick, I want to hug Amy, I want to make she cry, I hate Amy, I ... Amy. I ... Nick. I ... Margo.. I am complete useless...

I hate Nick for being helpless, but Amy pretend being 'the cool women' from the beginning. Nick should married with somebody who ... I don't know. Andi maybe, well yes Andi, not Amy. He got the last three letters wrong.

I despise Nick for his infidelity, which explain why Amy's scheme are reasonable for me but she go too far. She take revenge in other people expense. I agree when Nick said that they should get divorce, Amy should file the divorce, ask for it when she uncover his incompetent husband infidelity. I seconds my word unarguably and freak out how Amy twist the whole situation... Getting pregnant.

Amy is a coward, she can't live alone. Nick wasn't responsible, don't he care about the baby? But Amy might kill it or physically abuse the child if Nick leave. Damn Nick, go kill Amy. Through the book, I tried to make way for Nick to leave Amy before she got pregnant and after he got out from the jail. He could! He can write his book -*1-, but when no body will support him -*2-, he could publish it by his own or ask Margo to blog it. Well, Amy might already arrange the path for him to the jail. For death. I don't know, Amy is the one who graduate from Harvard and Yale. 

*1 - damn, they are both writer
*2 - shit, he got that guy. I don't recall who

I don't know how I feel about Amy. You can't ignore her, as she is the complete antagonist in Nick life's. I hate her because she thinks life revolves only around her. She need to hold the control and never lost it. I pitied her as she feel the need to satisfied her parents, to be the Amazing Amy. Oh my, she might end up in the psychiatric hospital or even jail. We can't help her, she is fiction! (Oh, the irony) So, am I going there? 

I read Part 1, half of Part 2 and jump to Part 3... with seriously hope that Amy stop her scheme, when Nick realize his mistake. But then, Nick does not understand what Amy think and he of course not a mind reader. Even Amy, can't speak out her frustration. While I, the reader, keep twisting the whole story to match my plot of story. 

At certain part, I wish I had done with the book. Which indeed I really stop reading unfortunately I found out, I am alone and got nothing to do, thus push me into keep reading. It is a very good book, and you will wish them to not be married because both of them doesn't appreciate their marriage, doesn't care about each other, doesn't want to know each other. They both want to top each other. So.... go marry a doctor.

Now Playing: Avril Lavingne - Let Go (2002) album

ps: I dedicated Sam Smith - I'm not the only one as the number one playlist for this book. They well damn match in a way I really hate it.. *infidelity

My view #0.1: Gone Girl - Gillian Flynn

I watched the movie even before I read the book. And I am rooting for Amy Elliot Dunne in the movie, I enjoyed whatever she do to her husband namely Nick Dunne... Damn, I hate a story that involve a cheating people (well, of course, she cheat even a lot of people, the pregnant mother, Desi, Greta, the media, the police and her family, their family!) but she pulled a very meticulous plan to destroy her husband.  

It happened to be, me taking a rest in between of pages reading academic book. But then, I am all disturbed. I know... in the middle of the book, I will hate the wife - because my friend told so-. *no, i only get the ebook. so, i have to try harder to not read it now*

That is it, i just want to tell how I felt about the movie and because I didn't share the same view with my friend - am I freak to like how she execute the plan -. I know I think by default, I didn't care how they actually did not communicate to each other (well, of course Nick said about it) and if it ever happen in real life, we will really hate the wife because come on, the cop have much better work to do rather than cracking their head finding the wife and try to bring the husband to death penalty. 

Here, why I like about the alpha-perfectionist wife... she execute the whole damn plan alone, and the police just follow her lead. We don't usually meet people like that. Hahaha. No, we always meet a people who will try to destroy you, but not with a very well plan plan. I prefer she talk her problem, and argue with her husband... But that must be boring. Then again, why did I root for the wife? 

I will try to finished the book on Monday (oh my, I have 2 more papers for this semester... so it had to be my first priority, but I already kill my curiosity by reading the three last chapter of the book, and yes, I still agree with Amy behavior for that - i have no trust left -) and maybe share what I think about it. 

until later. here, I think the wife is freak. Hahaha... I need to recall why I like the wife. seriously, why did i ever agree to her? oh, i only give it a thought. Ok

now playing : Play In Stereo (ft Cady Groves) - Oh Darling

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Gunung Kinabalu – Part 2: The Hike

Timpohon Gate - Laban Rata

It is 6KM from Timpohon Gate to Laban Rata *but trust me, it doesn't feel like only 6KM. And I felt cheated. You, the sign lied to me right?! * Well, climbing Mt. Kinabalu really depends on our physical fitness, that is why that 6KM seems like 10KM for me but for some other people, 'oh come on this is such an easy trail.' Don't walk with them, these will psychologically make it harder for you as you inrush to follow their steps. They are dragon, I am ... err... waiting the snails so we could reach the peak together? 

the dragon was way ahead

I won't say you couldn't reach the peak without training. No, you could. That is the matter of your endurance level. But do listen to me, do not underestimate the trail in Mount Kinabalu *so do the Broga*. It might leave you disappointed with yourself even you reach the peak.

This is what happened when there is fog inside your lenses

Tangga V2

Tangga V3

Dinner at Laban Rata.

Alhamdulillah, kenyang. Hahaha

Gunung Kinabalu – Part 1: The Team

Alhamdulillah. All praise and thanks to Al-Mighty. We been there, 4095m above the sea level. Call me crazy. Call me sappy. But I go all excited over this. 

The team will always have the part 1, because they will be those who keep you moving. Credit: Ana Faraqien

 Ray - Dydue - Kairuddin - Afif - Yusra - Ochil - Saya - Hadi - Shaq - Iqbal - Ana (the leader) - Lehan

27/08/2014: 

6.30 pagi - Tunggu Ana dan Shaqiee di depan SMK Lohan.
6.50 pagi - "Oh, Idah inilah si Shaq (baca Sheq)" My first encounter dengan seorang perempuan yang sangat-sangat menyenangkan hati.
7.22 pagi - Apip tulis dalam whatsapp 6.30 punya zanzi p

skip...skip...skip...

9.56 pagi - Di depan Timpohon Gate

12 orang dengan harapan.

 Semua bekas pelajar SEMEKAR.. Count Shaq in because she is the 'in-law'... =)

10.30 pagi - Briefing daripada guide,
 i) Jaga diri
 ii) Jangan tunggu kawan
 iii) Don't rush, take pictures, enjoy the views - part ni yang buat saya rasa tidak bersalah sampai Laban Rata pukul 6 ptg

and we start hiking...

Selamat Mendaki

Itu Nurul Ain aka Dydue. Dialah partner saya dari turun Timpohon Gate sampai Low's Peak.

Why your team is important? Because they are your motivator here. At some point, you will have this tendency to give up (well, it might be happen happen only to me. ermmm... I guess so) but they will never put you down.

During the hiking I walk together with Dydue. We were repeating the mantra from one of the climbers, "Slowly but surely" and one of his teammate continue with "You will get there". And wow, we did, we really get there. All of us, no one left behind.

I almost gave up during the climb, I am tired I can't breathe well and I am giving up... Luckily, Ana still around and she was like "Idah, jaga ko sana~ Sikit ja lagi ni" Finger pointing dude! And the guide was like, "erm... jangan sajalah kau menyesal" Oh come on! Then again, dude, that was sweet!

Was that all my whining? It is another maybe 200m in front of me to reach the Low's peak, and again I said "what if I stop here?" Then, I get this i-am-not-bringing-you-for-the-next-trip from Ana... I know, so annoying right. But that is how important they are. Ouch shot, be a man and I flirting with you shamelessly. Hahaha... Damn!

The dragon

"Kemonnnn... Sikit ja lagi!!"

The lot slower... Hee

Part 2 would be the hiking  - basically we walk in the nature, a long walk..

Part 3 would be the climb - because we used rope on the rock? =.=" ... 

I want to separate both of it, because I had to show off... Boooo

I am really sorry to my back-packers team at Peninsular Malaysia. "Have fun people!"

Test export

nah nothing

the Maleficent

Curiously, it works. The reason of action(s). 

Who doesn't like Angelina Jolie? The forever Lara Croft is playing the evil godmother to Princess Aurora. I am 23 and enjoyed the movie, but whatever it is I want to share is "what was that again?"

All of the classic Disney's princess movie - Sleeping Beauty doesn't have any significant story line, it is just the king 'forgot' to invite the fourth fairy and she came cursed the baby to eternal sleep. This movie - The Maleficent told us, why the king intentionally forgetting the most powerful fairy. But lets come clean, all of the Disney villain including Ursula, Maleficent is the most wicked witch which look like forced in this movie. 

CREDIT: EOnline

And again, this movie is from Maleficent point of view, why she had to play evil to King Stefan's daughter. She doesn't have to play wicked if she had not been tricked. I moved when child Aurora came hugging Maleficent - that moment 'ohh, you so cute!' is played by Vivienne Marcheline Jolie-Pitt... Sounds familiar??
LINK: VIVIENNE - THE WHOLE FAMILY PUT INTO WORK

Then, meet the three other fairy, Thistletwit, Knotgrass and Flittle (Flora, Fauna and Merryweather *truth is I re-watched Sleeping Beauty while writing this up*)... The three adorable fairy should not be annoying like in the movie, but hey, they are funny.

Kawan ni tanya "Kenapa King Stefan tu tak hensem? Kalau hensem akak oi, panjanglah cerita, kita pun tak nak dia jadi jahat macam tu; and I could made one good story to make this movie from less than 100 minute to exceed more than 2 hours and 30 minutes but it confirm is boring~ 

Whatever it is; Angelina Jolie is perfect! Part last tu nampak sangat Lara Croft *kan kaki Mrs Pitt ni panjang betul! Feminine yet a warrior. *grin* 

Later.

ps: to read back the paragraph two, I think practically all of the classic disney princess are. Oh my, how I could stand watching Sleeping Beauty?   

I second this;

LINK: DISNEY NEW HEIRESS DON'T NEED RESCUING BY MEN

Stir-crazy

Ok. Sebelum tu, saya pun tidak pasti maksud stir-crazy tu sebenarnya. Tapi kalau main The Sims 3 dan saya biarkan patung tu duduk dalam rumah diam-diam tidak buat apa, nanti keluarlah emoticon dia; colour warna pink. Stir-crazy.

Jadi rasanya itulah yang sedang jadi dengan saya sekarang. Kelmarin, kerja saya memang tidur... Serius tidur sahaja... Mentang-mentang perempuan tidak perlu pergi sembahyang jumaat kan... Tapi perempuan ada senggugut. Kesian perempuan.

Hari khamis sebab jealous dengan Nadia dan Tini yang selamat balik ke pangkuan keluarga masing-masing. Saya pun dengan semangatnya buat lab Dr.Habibah... Senang ja rupanya kerja dia tu, dalam 30minutes I had it done completely..(masa lab hari khamis saya sedang struggle beli tiket balik, patutlah tidak boleh beli. Tidak berkat sebab buat time guru sedang mengajar...minta maaf Dr)

Perasankah ada nama baru?? Ok, they should be introduced, but later...

mental age

Get bored with my wallpaper, so I go have a very pleasure walk on the internet *lajulah pula internet ni, nanti bila saya mula mau study time tulah dia buat hal*. Then I recalled about her. Previously,  I downloaded pictures form this one blogger which is my regret I forget who. Even there is watermark but I can't read it. Bunyi macam adaman..adiman.. Minta maaf empunya gambar...

Nilah gambar yang saya ambil dari blogger tu. This one and only.
Tapi cantik gila!! Gambar2 dia semua cantik2..
Kalau ada yang mau argue ni tidak cantik. Xpayah! Terima bulat2 ja INI MENARIK! 

While leisurely digging Along's blog... I saw this link she shared and tested herself. Along is very mature!! But look at my result!

18 tahun?!Seriously... most people's mental age is 5 years older.

So, what is mental age? I don't know, but I need to know my personality. That number says a lot.

I'll try this - learnmyself.com (TRY THIS)

I found from here arcx13.com (READ THIS. IT NICE TO KNOW WHY WE DO THIS AND THAT)

Ok. Mau cuci kain...

bila mama ada dimana-mana

maksudnya mama ada disetiap laman media sosial yang saya ada~~

sedang berguling-guling semalam belum mandi sebab tiada air, tiba-tiba dengar notification ada email. Bila periksa.. eh, ada notification dari burung biru! check... oh no, mama buka akaun twitter... tidak boleh jadi ni... nanti kedapatan semua crush dengan abang mata biru yang sudah break dengan akak disney tidak boleh berhenti berseronok. 

petang tadi pula... "idah, add skype mama..." terlopong kejap depan laptop, kebetulan pula sedang cuba menginstall balik netbean... "Sekarang??" "Ya... si Ilul pun sedang add mama tu..." Oh no!! Kadang-kadang shout out skype tu ditujukan khas buat crush encik kulit putih... mati lah! perlukah buat shout out crush tu... memanglah, sebab dalam tu semua crush dengan Liam Hemsworth, Danny O'Donough bagai...

mama ada facebook juga. selalu juga dia buka biarpun tidak sekerap abah, tapi mama setiap hari juga buka fb..rajin pula tu dia scroll isi fb kami...*sbb fb si atun sudah kena..hahaha..fb saya boring ja* blog? pun ada... dulu dia rajin buka blog si ella dan alia sebelum bertukar sepenuhnya kepada si ella sahaja. tapi akhirnya budak tu tutup blog dia sebab jarang update... mana lagi media sosial yang saya ada akaun mama tiada?? mama marah sebenarnya kalau kami ni jenis tidak bertanggungjawab dengan semua benda. memanglah marahkan, tidak perlu pun mama atau abah yang marah. matanglah sikit *ayat curator unimap dalam tweet dia tadi...*

macam tulah sebenarnyakan... kenapa perlu tunggu ada mama untuk jaga apa yang kita buat? bila kita post sesuatu, tweet sesuatu, tulis sesuatu, kita kena bertanggungjawab dengan semua tu. tapi bukan semua kita berani untuk bertanggungjawab. banyak yang lepas tangan. 

kalau kita kongsikan pendapat kita, maka pendapat itu masih boleh dibincangkan. dan tidak semestinya orang faham pendapat kita sebagaimana kita faham akan pendapat kita tu. macam kotak - ada 6 sisi, ada orang yang nampak kotak tu dari padangan atas, sisi dan bawah. kalau pandangan atas tu nampak warna burgundy, yang pandangan sisi mungkin nampak warna maroon, tapi kalau tengok kotak tu lampu malap mungkin nampak kotak tu warna hitam.. padahal kotak tu asalnya warna oren.

ok dah. itu ja mau tulis. tiada penutup...

assalammualaikum. 

p/s: waiting my CRUSH album